So I just found out I’m pregnant (4 weeks) even though I was religiously using birth control. I have to get an abortion bc my husband and I cannot afford another child and honestly my ppd with my first almost put me in the hospital. Not to mention pregnancy was hell. The issue is my dad found out im pregnant and is very against abortion. He has trauma from my mom miscarrying and having to fish the fetus out of the shower drain so I can understand why he doesn’t like the thought. The thought of getting one and lying to my dad that I’m miscarrying makes me feel gross and bad but I don’t want to birth a whole human that I’m not 100% about wanting. What should I do 😭😭