I had a girlfriend when I was 18 she was just 15 then. She said she didn’t want sex. I loved the girl very much and I accepted her condition. But, I was already addicted to sex she wasn’t the first girl I dated but, I was her first boyfriend. After about a year plus she agreed to kiss me for the first time. I had to get another girl to be satisfying me sexually because I didn’t want to hurt my girlfriend. With time she learnt bj. She was really good at it but, still won’t let me touch her. At some point I doubted that she was still a virgin. During the second year of dating she went fully naked before me for a first time and I have never given any girl head before but I did it for her. Just when I wanted to go in she changed her mind. Only God knows how I held myself cuz I almost raped her that day.Fast forward to 3 years later, I travelled outside the country. I still communicated with her (we didn’t break up but, I broke up with the other girls I had sex with). My work kept me busy so I couldn’t communicate with her much and she complained about it. I felt bad so I told her to date someone else when I return we will continue. That was the last time l heard from her till I came back to Nigeria. When I came back I called her.Her attitude towards me had changed and all. Then she said we already broke up I was like when?. She reminded me I said she should date someone else I had already forgotten that. She was asking me what I took her for. She was angry and wouldn’t give me chance to explain. She even said she was in another relationship and happy. Which I later found out was a lie and she was just trying to push me away. I really love that girl truth be told. Somehow she found out I was dating other girls when I was with her even when I travelled out (my friend who was her childhood friend told her). But, you can’t really blame me though. I had to lie that I was very sick so she would come and visit when she came for a moment I saw that same way she tended to me (mind you this is the kind of girl anyone would want to marry). She said she was not going to visit me again after I told her I wasn’t really sick. We talked about what happened when I travelled out how she coped after what I said. She said she tried to contact me severally but, I ignored her. I didn’t know oo. How hard it was for her to get over it. It’s been a year since returned and I still can’t seem to forget about her. She just said she would be friends with me but not lovers. I heard she has another lover now she’s in her finals now. I really don’t know what to do, am just jealous and I don’t want to call her again. Please tell me what to do. They’re both my friends both the guy and the girl in question