How can I have enough courage to leave my husband? Married for 23yrs , 2kids ages 22 and 18. He already cheated on me 3x, last episode of cheating ended in 2020 , I don’t have peace of mind until now, always paranoid, but so afraid to leave my kids and husband bec I don’t know if the sadness of living alone and missing my family, is more bearable than “no peace of mind” . I have a job , so I can support myself alone.